He nearly laughs, but instead his face crumples as he fights back tears once more. He holds Anna tighter as punishment for saying something so positively dumb.

"There is no logic to something like this." he murmurs, voice breaking as he tries not to cry. There really wasn't, if there was any logic in the world at all Susan would be hear with him. He would be warm between them, laughing or talking about something. He was the better of the two of them, so why did he go while Lauren was left behind.